keep on forgetting to forget about you

pimp my rommie

Well since maple's life is so unpredictable..some things are going well.. some are just getting bad to worst.. but today i decided not to emo..if not i might ended up like emo queen aka u knw who.. Lolxx =p going to share something new with you all.. haven't see my room yet right???

so here is it...a glimpse of my crib in Moscow, Russia... see the before and after..



the smallest toilet ever... and after seeing it u dont feel like going rite?


looks like a zero star hotel or motel's bathroom.. would u dip yourself in there?


thats where i sleep.. my hard rock springy and pokey bed!!

Well like what the title said... we did some makeover..itS better now ..and it feels like home =]








mY study table =]


dee's study table


double-decker.. its so comfy.. go get it in ikea
GUESS WHICH IS MY BED??


cleaner toilet.. sparkle sparkle **


**bathroom got pimp too**


~collectioinss~



hmmm... well what u guys think?? almost all the stuffs in the room we got them from IKEA..its the best place to shop for furnitures and decos.. ehhee... and its freaking cheap here... hahaha... << mummy dont get jealous >>.. hehehe...


and guess whats the favorite thing in the room ????











A PHOTO MADE BY BBFs OF MINE


I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HECK !!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YA'LL!!!!!

too much for a day

Today was such a hectic day.. Morning till night.. i seems to stop thinking about things..

Early in the morning i had my Russian lecturer yelling and shouting in the class.. i just don't understand why she couldn't see that we are trying so hard to cope with this language..its not easy to pick up a language man.. instead of looking at our effort that we put in, she rather push us down saying things that hurt us and at time threatens to send us back to year 1..."people from the moon or galaxy"- i just dislike it when she says it.. <>


Then after Russian , had lecture for microbiology.. was really excited copying notes during the lecture. but then Mr cough must come and pay me a visit at that very moment.. i was so embarrassed .. coughing so loud in the auditorium... thank God Dee was there to help me out.. bought water and then it was all good...

well my day didn't just ended that way.. two big bombs it me to day...

Firstly, a visit from an old friend... was so surprise !!!!! i mean till now i still cant believe it actually happened.. it felt so good to have my friend around.. i felt like home again.. like family reunite again..

<< THANKS FOR BRINGING "HOME & FAMILY " BACK TO ME OLD FRIEND >>

secondly , i lost a friend... a friendship that i just mend it back...a friendship that i thought will last.. or at least more than a week.. it hurts so badly cause it means so much to me.. i tried so hard for us to be friend once again, but....
Maybe some things are not mend to be..i just want things to work out...

do u still remember how u felt for the 1st day of kindergarden??
~ i wish i could feel that again now ~

winter is here...

hmmmm.. winter is so early this year... like extra early compared to last year.. so as usually i wasn't geared up for winter.. went out with sweater and sneakers... luckily i didn't slip and fall.. "nike shoes has good grib" HAHAHA =]
it was snowing out there.. freezing cold.. with no snow cap , gloves , ear muffles ,scarf.... what's the result of it ??

Getting a very bad flu and coughing all the way ..i don't like this.. cause whenever i cough my throat hurts like crazy.. and the icithy feeling down the throat its irritating.. feel like cutting my thoart and start scarcthing it..!!!

Happy Halloween

huhu!!! Its Halloween baby...
Was suppose to have a Halloween party with my block mates.. but ended up sleeping.. hahaa.. i guess we will never stick to our plan..


But anyways, have i ever tell you i've join a futsal team..so now most of my Fridays will be at the zal training myself... Futsal was never in my list as a sport that i will be in, but i guess people do change... i find futsal quite fun and most important challenging !!! just want thank a person who actually make me get interested in football/ futsal.

~THANK YOU ANONYMOUS ~

well currently we are having leagues for futsal..so this week was our 2nd league..
we played against SEKUK (most of them are in uni team ) .. the score ????
6-0 ........... ( dun laugh) well they are really good... but we "galatikus" wont give up... we did improved compared to our 1st game >.<

highlight of the game : maple did some ballet move and got knock down straight to the ground.. << OUCH !! >>

** GOOD GAME PEOPLE **

3 months already... >.<

stressnya!!!

stresss... stresss... stress.... ahgghhrrrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every single day is exam day...controlsss... colloqsss... gosh.. so much to study so little time... i need more hours in a day...
i wonder how the seniors could actually go through 2nd year.. some say its one of the most relaxing year.. but it seems to me that is tough... DAMN!!! how am i going to go through 3rd 4th ... year ????

i really miss high school.. like crazy !!!!going to school without worrying so much.. teacher will spoon feed us everything.. "tips" for us during exams...all u need to do is finish your homework and task on time..THAT'S IT... the only stressful time is during exam... like for a week??!!

i hate the feeling of knowing nothing... stare blankly at the lecturer each time.. i hate it.. i want to study so much.. get myself prepared for class.. but I'm just to lazy for it right now.. I'm wornout i think.. so tired ... my "fuel" is running out..

i miss home =[

haizzzzzzz -----------------------

~ M!s3RieS ~

Honestly speaking, im really lost now.. i dont know what to do , where to go, who to seek for help.. Im just a lost sheep straying in Moscow city.. At times i even ask myself why am i here.. Did i make a big mistake by coming here to study..??

Within two months these much of things happened, i cant imagine what is waiting for me for the next 8 months here. I just miss being a DADDY's girl, where every single thing he is there for me and MUMMY would give me the best advise ever!!


Everything seems to changed.. it was just a couple of days not contacting them..why why why?? why on me?? why my friends are keeping things away from me ??
Do i deserve this ??

~nightmares~

Well like what i said before, bad things keep coming up to me..i really dont understand why >.<

So the next obstacles was, all of us ( me dee pv harsh rt ) had diarrhea at the same time.How it happen?? What when wrong?? well we were so lazy to cook , so we bought food from "massad people" cause they provide delivery service..All we need to do is sit and wait the the fork n spoon till the food comes. We bought it for lunch, but guess what time it was delivered... 2am!!!!!!!!! we were so hungry by then. Without thinking twice we ate everything that was on the plate.. i never thougt that i would be served with spoiled food..after investigation, it seems that the food was spoiled before it was even delivered. Everyone who ordered food from them had diarrhea like crazy.. almost the whole hostel !!!

Imagine five girls and with only ONE toilet..all five of us were taking turns making trips to the loo.. damn the feeling was so horrible..!!! i never had such bad diaarhea in my life before... we had diarrhea for like 2 days... but mine wasnt getting better at all... going toilet more than 10 tens is really suffering...
i never want to go trough that again in my life..

Peeps be carefully with what you put into you mouth..!!!!!!!!

So how did i managed recover?? hmmmm only the ones that contacted me will know >.<

ps: this really make maple a stronger individual.. with the amount of things that she went through she will never be the same person anymore___________

missing in action

HHmmm.. ever since i arrived in Moscow i have been disconnected from friends and family in Malaysia..spending days here in Moscow without you all in msia is really difficult.. so hard to call it a day.. But i guess this it what you need to go through when u decide to study overseas.. need to scarifies babey!!!! LOLXX.
Anyways, here what maple been doing here in MOSCOW...

I guess all of ya'all know that I've been having problems getting a room in the hostel..have been running up and down to get things done.. there was a point where my friends and i thought cancelling ur contract with our agent(racuss) and find some other agent to help us..cancelling a contract is a very difficult procedure.For the sake of our education we took the challenged.We chose "s" to be our agent. we did all the procedure needed.. Travelled to their office almost everyday..Made a big fuss back in the Msian Embassy and not forgetting Russian Cultural Center cause we needed some documents from them... do u think we successfully got to join the new agent? after all the scarifieses we made .. " money time energy "










NONONONO!!!!!!!!!!

"S" was just like any other agent... money minded!!!!!!!!! all they see in you is $$$ sign..people these days are so cruel even to their own people.. after all the things we did (words cant describe what we really went through) we were back to square one. We were filled with dissapointment and frustration!!! We were still stuck with our old agent,"R".. cisss!!!!
we were hopeless, aimless and our parents were so worried back there..


When we were so devastated, here came blessings from heaven. The Rector and the Dean from my University got to know our problem.They call us up and we had a meeting(not every one has the chance to talk to the Rector btw).They personally called up the hostel commander..And the next minute, we were shifting our stuffs into our room once again!!! a fully renovated room!!!!! HUHU... miracles do happen PEOPLE if you pray hard for it cause God will never want his children to suffer..
**Thank You Rector and Dean for your help btw =]


well well..I thought my nightmare has ended after that. but, it was just the BEGINNING !!! before all the other problems came popping out into my life , i thought being room less was the worst thing that could happened to me.. but having a nearly expired visa half way around the world is even worst. My agent is the most useless agent ever.They don't do anything for us!!! all they know is three words..
"I DON'T KNOW" . This is what they will tell us each time we ask them what should we do, where should we go, how can we renew the visa.. Gosh why are they working as agents when they themselves don't know how to get things done...
( pissing me off whenever i talk about them )

But once again thank God, eventually with the help of some seniors here, i finally got my visa renewed.
( ps: got it done one day before it expires .. gosh.. damn scary ).




WAIT !!! my nightmare has not ended yet. to be continue __________...

~ im back ~

Gosh..so long since i viewed my blog..actually kind of forget how it looks like till i logged in.. lolxx..Peeps I'm so sorry... i haven't been updating anything for the past two months.. haven't been coming online too and fb-ing...People who are close to me should know why right??

Anyways so many things happened within this two months.. its too much till i cant describe it in a day. whatever i experienced within this two months, its a "one in a life time thingy".. i don't know is it God's plan to make me go through this so that i could be a tougher and stronger individual ... but I'm just thankful that there were people around me that helped me and guide me..accompanying me so that i could stand on my feet once again..

THANK YOU ** (u should know who you are)

will tell u more what maple have been up to in the next blog...

18th >> hmm...suppose to be "the day" but what is left in me are memories..
xoxo