stressnya!!!

stresss... stresss... stress.... ahgghhrrrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every single day is exam day...controlsss... colloqsss... gosh.. so much to study so little time... i need more hours in a day...
i wonder how the seniors could actually go through 2nd year.. some say its one of the most relaxing year.. but it seems to me that is tough... DAMN!!! how am i going to go through 3rd 4th ... year ????

i really miss high school.. like crazy !!!!going to school without worrying so much.. teacher will spoon feed us everything.. "tips" for us during exams...all u need to do is finish your homework and task on time..THAT'S IT... the only stressful time is during exam... like for a week??!!

i hate the feeling of knowing nothing... stare blankly at the lecturer each time.. i hate it.. i want to study so much.. get myself prepared for class.. but I'm just to lazy for it right now.. I'm wornout i think.. so tired ... my "fuel" is running out..

i miss home =[

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